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I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do



But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head




To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms

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the most important rule of the endorphin swing is never stopping.

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When I was a child, I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again.
I can't explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.

Alexandr Slyusarev died.

Olichka

you cure my darkness

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I love missing you.

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это когда заходишь в тёмную спальню после того как почистил зубы
и случайно попадаешь сладкой девочке коленкой в бедро, по косточке
от чего она пищит ёбтвоюмать сразу начинает смеяться и прижимает тебя к себе

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1.5 days. excited.

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at loss of words

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